Saturday, March 5, 2011

Jiddu Krishnamurti



I hope everyone gets to opportunity to understand something from this very wise man:

"Find out for yourselves why you dream at all, not how to interpret dreams. Why do you dream and is it necessary to dream? You dream because during the day your mind is so occupied with outward things, your office, the kitchen, washing dishes, the children, outwardly occupied with the radio, the television, the newspaper, the magazine, the trees, the rivers, the clouds and everything that is impinging upon your mind. At those moments there is no hint of the unconscious. Obviously when the surface mind is very occupied, the deeper layers of consciousness, of that mind, have no relationship with it. And when you go to sleep, the superficial mind, which has been so occupied during the day, is somewhat quiet - not entirely quiet, but somewhat quiet. I am not a psychologist, I am not a specialist, but I have observed this and you can do it for yourselves. So when you go to sleep the superficial mind is fairly quiet and then the deeper layers intimate their own demands, their own conflicts, their own agonies. And these become certain forms of dreams, with intimations, hints. Then you wake up and say `By Jove, I have had a dream, it tells me something, or I must do something with it.' Or as you are dreaming the interpretation is going on. If you have ever followed a dream, as you are dreaming, the interpretation is also taking place. Then when you wake up your problems are solved, your mind is lighter, fairly clear. Now all that process is a waste of energy, isn't it? Why should you dream at all? Because if you are really awake during the day, watching every thought, every feeling, every movement of the mind, your angers, your bitterness, your envies, your hates, your jealousies, watching your reactions when you are flattered, when you are insulted, when you are neglected, when you feel lonely, watching all that, and the trees, the movement of the water, being greatly aware of everything outside you, inwardly, then the whole of the unconsciousness, as well as the conscious, is opened up. You don't have to wait for the night to sleep, to have the intimations of the unconscious. Then, if you do this, watch your mind in operation, your feelings, your heart, your reactions - that is, if you know yourself as you are in your relationships with the outer and with your own feelings - then you will see that when you go to sleep there is no dreaming at all. Then the mind becomes an extraordinary instrument which is always renewing itself - because there is no conflict at all, it is always fresh. And this is not a theory, you can't practise it. Such a mind is, by its very nature, really tranquil, quiet, silent. It is only such a mind that can see the beauty of life; and such a mind alone can know, can come upon, something which is beyond time."

Sunday, January 30, 2011

A Kiss Without a Hug is Like a Flower Without the Fragrance


I feel like I've gotten closer.  You see, the experience I currently hold with dating has amounted to almost perfect anymore.  I feel that I understand a lot more deeply how important communication is and how easy it should be.  Everything I learn just builds to the perfect match and the perfect me!  Patience really pays off in one way or another.  And still, while I do not quite search, I'm on my path...

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Catching Up and Staying Ahead of The Game...



"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself." Harvey Fierstein

Sometimes we get so caught up in our lives that we forget to live.  I constantly remind myself of this, and I hope everyone does the same. 

Let us never slow down our momentum for sulking, talking ourselves down, or feeling discouraged.  We may not know which way we are going; but we definitely won't stop going.  If we end up nowhere but a new soul, let's embrace the journey. 

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Here Comes The Snow!


I'm looking forward to a little more of this...

Say 'hello' to winter!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

This Is For You, American Airlines





How about a peace offering?  Do you prefer pie?  Please get me to Denver in the amount of time you promised this time.

Thanks.

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Orleans, New Year, and New Home

I had the opportunity to explore downtown New Orleans for the holidays. After uploading all photos, I found the following to be my favorites. I can't wait for school.












Friday, February 20, 2009

Here's to New Jobs and Such


I got hired at City Center today as a buyer. After almost 2 years, I'm finally working with a title I feel I deserve. El Fin.


Monday, November 17, 2008

Stop Pretending to be Smart and be Smart

Is the flashing top brake light just a Las Vegas thing? It's not cool. It's distracting and I always assume first that the guy can't decide whether or not to stop. I've seen enough of these; what's the point? Please, tell me.


Thursday, October 16, 2008

The Luck of the Irish?


When I go into a large but pretty empty public restroom, I pick my stall and pull the liner out; but right when I sit down, there is almost always a girl that picks the stall right next to me. Why does she have to go right next to me? There are plenty of stalls open.


I don't understand.


It's just a little bit awkward.


Saturday, October 11, 2008

How We Love to Learn

I just read something in my Cosmopolitan magazine that was so simple, yet very insightful. It said, "Try everything you find interesting..."

Here is my list of things I find interesting:

-Snowboarding
-Vietnamese food
-Picnics
-Wine
-The 70's
-Western Europe
-Intellectuals
-Jazz, blues, and folk

So with these [and possibly more], I will try to dedicate some time towards learning about other cultures and walks of life.

Off the subject, another bit I also read said, "Most women think that love is a right, that it's ordained. Guess what? No one has to be in love with you. It's not a given. The only person who needs to love you is you."

And lastly, with the economy the way it is, I find it suiting adding the second list for a helpful ending.

Surprising things you can get for a dollar
A greeting card
An eyelash curler
Halloween candy
A dog toy
A corkscrew
A pair of socks
Giftwrap
A lint roller
A picture frame
A scented candle
Finally, a Hot-n-Spicy Chicken Sandwich from McDonald's [Mmm...]

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Toothbrushes and Curling Irons

Getting ready for work in the morning is such a boring routine for me anymore. I wake up between 5:30am and 6:30am only to hop in the shower, eyes still half open. I get out of the shower and lather up with the lotion. Picking clothes out is it's own chore because I have the worst selection; but once I finally pick something, it's off to do the makeup/hair. I'm not sure why I've included both into the same sentence; it seems they are two seperate projects.









Makeup seems to always take priority, while my hair sits in the big green clip dripping still from the shower. And why is it that whenever it comes time to sharpen my eyeliner pencil, my trashcan is full? Full--in the sense that there is a hanger coming out and 50 other large objects occupying this little 12" can. Shreddings everywhere! Even my makeup is a routine with the foundation, blush, eyeliner, light eyeshadow and powder over it all.









Sometimes my hair will take complete backburner status and I won't even dry it fully. Understand, my hair is quite long and takes a significant amount of time to dry with my even still hardworking blowdryer. But when I do dry it completely, it parts to the same direction. On the occasion I curl it [if I spend the time]; but with the curl, it still goes the same way.









I'm that type of girl. This is me.